Being happy isn’t something that you think you will ever achieve when you lose your child, in fact, it is something that you really don’t ever want to feel again.
Because how can you be happy when you have lost a huge part of your heart, how can you ever smile again when someone you love more than life is missing from you?
However the world will continue to turn and whether you like it or not, things will and things do change.
Recently, I came close to happy, probably as close as I ever can be..
A few weeks ago I got married surrounding by the people I love, and although Milly wasn’t there, she really was there.
She was entwined into the day from the start to the end, and for that I am blessed.